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27 February
Its Been A While
I Havent Been Doing Any Good
I Easily Lose Concentration
What Is Gonna Happen When My Class Moves
Many Questions Sounds In My Head
But Are The Questions Answerable
Many Decisions To Make
Mostly Hard To Make
Even A Slight Decision
Affects Everything
How Am I Gonna Say It
When
Where
What Can I Do While Avoiding You
Will We Be Friends Or Will We Remain Like This
Is This Decision Mine To Make
Thinking About What will Happen Hurts Me
But I Must Step Forward
But When?
25 February
Wasted the whole darn day on nothin
Went to Kenneth house for nothin
Say dun go there will play 1 dun believe
In the end all we did was play
Xian Wen N Me went to travel here n there
To get to beautyworld and back
To kenneth house jus to find out
He Went Out.
Xian Wen Come My house nothin we can do wifout paint
So play lor
den watch naruto
den eat dinner
den disturbed by some 1
den he go home .
Now talkin to fren abt somethin
Todae ssux.
Pratically everyday sux.
I Think I Found The Truth
But It Just Hit Me In The Heart
I Feels Pain
Like Getting Cane
Now That I Noe It
I Lose It
I Will Ask
If You Disagree
Would You Be My Friend
school sux
zhen liang got back to lynn (good not bgr)
i had advisors
feels lik i am not trustin myself
play yugioh
i feel like it really sux
wat can i do to change the way
the way to truth or the way of life
is my mission to fullfill my goals in life
or to be in darkness by the failliures through life
do not get over taken by darkness
for then u will regret everything.
22rd February
The decision is hard to make.
But it must be made
The choice is mine to take
But the will is for you will shake.
Sooner or later it will drop
Where corpse would be like crops.
To find out one was betrayed by trust
Feels a million swords piercing through us.
Lost i am at sake
Shall you come and overtake
Its not for me to decide
For by that time i would be flying kites.
Death at door thats how i feel
About things that you done that kill.
It hurts for one to know
That love not there even tomorrow.
Love for you is fading away.
So will I as I fade away
Into the dark the place I stand
Would be covered with a horrible stench.
Sorry But I Shouldnt Have Done This
Would You Ever Forgive Me
If Its To Hard To Forfill That Would Be Fine
I Would Wait For You Till The End Of Time.
21st February
The Sadness Overwhelms Me
I Am Miserable
Everything Links To Me
The Pain Hurts Every Part Of Me
I Found Out That A Friend Betrayed Me
Dint Think He Would Be Like This .
I Always Ask Myself
Why Is Love So Complicated
My Love Is Weaken
I Fell Into Deep Darkness
Looking At U Makes Me Feel Like An Idiot
Dying Happens To Be Must 2nd Option
Should I Take Is Up To Fate
Love Will Take Me Apart
Hopes Are Lost
Never To Be Found
I Am Missing
I Am No Longer Myself
I Am Gone.
16 February
Not really a nice day
Mornin Got Scolded by Parents
Den Reach Sch 7 pm
Had To Suffer 3 periods waste of time
Susan Wong Write On The Board
Turn Around Start Scoldin
Write On The Board
Turn Around Scold
Sian
Den Ms Lai No Come
Ms Tay or somethin
had to tak over
Dun Understand wat she was talkin
Den CME LEsson
Zane Thye Busy wif dancers
Nobody take over our class
Den 2 person Fight
Dey stop le den all mae so much noise
Suddendly Mr Ho Walk in
Woah
Scary over there i must w8 4 recess
Recess Play Soccer
Den No Eat
After Recess 1 period of Home Econ
Talk to ms Rabia ^^
Den Gwee Boy Brin me lionel Jh
go help teaacher
nvr tell us
At least got new fren who reads ur palm
Woah
Noe A Lot Of my Future but I Wont Say
Den Go Henry Park Lik happiest day of my life
Cause I Hate Secondary
So Comin BAck WAs Lik A miracle wif alot of frens
Sigh So fun
After Tat Heavy Rain
Den Sch Wan Close
So Bad
Lucky Brought umbrella(heheh Smart hor)
But Nvr use let girls use
Den At Jelita I had to help girls get umbrella
Go Matt House tak
Brin Them Back le Den
i go matt house
for 1 hr
den go Sarah house
Over There Lik Cat Fight Between Charis and Sarah
Sian Den About to play truth or dare Sing Shi Must go den everyone Go
(saved By The Bell)
Den Go Home Lor
Now typin Lor
Brother dun wan come guo nian lor
Wat to do Lor
Dun speak singlish Lor
....
-_-"
Hope 2mr better day
15 February
Another day
I was So sick
Buut I Still Wanted to talk to u
My Love For U
I Had To Resist The Illness
So I Can Look At U
Stare At U
Forever
But Every minute
It gets Stronger
And Every Second
I Get Weaker
U R The Onli Hope
Love Me.
14 February.
Guess I Should Be Happy On This Day
But All I Could Think Of Is The Suffering
I Placed On U
I Must Not Regret Wat I Had Done
If I Was Not To Say It
I Wouldnt Noe If U Would Love Me
I Lost My Heart For U
So Forgive Me.
Woke Up At 5am tis mornin
Was Sick But Had To Recover
SMSed Syafiq
Syafiq Said He Had No VAlentine
I Said me Too
Den At 5.30 i decided to make
A Valentine Card
Took Me Quite A Long Time
Was Even Doing It in School
Decided To Write Some Nice Words
Thought Of Helping Syafiq Give Someone****
But I Wrot Ur NAME
Eric Placed It Under The Table While U Would In Class But Not At Ur Seat
I Was Shocked
Den He Asked me If I Liked Someone****(Anther Person)
I Didnt HAve Anythin To Say
We Hadnt talk Since The First Week Of School
I Helped U Pick Up The Books
And The Other Way we contact was msn.
I Wrote U the Poem
Guess U Shld Noe
Love Is Unbearable
Had No Present For U Except My Homemade CArd
I Wish We Could Be Together
But Watever Is Best For U
Is Ur decision Not Mine
I Will Wait
And Wait
Till U Go JC
Till U Go University
Till U Go Oversea Study
Till U Get A Degree
Till U Get Married
till The End Of My Life
I Will Still Rmb Loving U
13 February 2007
Another day has past.
2Dae I received My Chinese test Paper
I was already sick and wen i saw my results
I wanted to cry
I got Onli 15/50 = 30/ 100
After studying for long hours at night b4
And Waking Up at 4am in the mornin jus to study,
I felt really irritated as i nvr get good results even though i studied so much
I went out wif Yew Hong , Shen Liang and gang.
Went to Sumo House to eat for the first time.
Cheap and exp at the same time
Den Go Tiong Buy present
Skip dis part if not ruin everyones suprise for tmr
Song Or Poem,
Everyday I Will Think Of U
Of The Time We HAd
The Love For U Will Nvr End
CAuse I Love U
If I Love U
Will U Be Mad At Me
I Would W8 4 ur door
To Open For Me To Come In.
My Love For U Will Remain Strong
The Time We Had Was Nvr Wron
But My Memories Are Fading Away
So I Will Step Up To U And Say
If I Love U
Will U Be Mad At Me
I Would W8 4 ur door
To open for me to come in.
10 February
For me love was the most important thin on earth
But the Question is was it ??
Some PPl says money is the best thing u can ever have
But love is actually the best
Can Money Buy Love???
It sure can buy a lot of stuffs to gain the love.
A noble hero once
told his love his feelings
Ppl thought the girl will love him
But As She Was A Loyal Lover she dint give up on her Boyfriend
Some Love Can be found everywhere
OThers In the dictionary...
Girls do u understand them
Boys Are they jus geeks
Girls are ok who can be a good point and bad point at times
Boys are not geeky , Geek is a word tat shouldnt exist as no boys are geek
Everyone hav a special Character or personality or background
I happen to be the useless type where all i hav to depend on is pure dumb luck
Love is a miracle to ppl
An enjoyable moment in life
There mayy be hardships
I promis My Love Tat i will suffer at every moment of joy .
Victorius We Are
Energy Love
Love For U ReMains Strong
9 February
Got To School Early. Today No Test ,
Waited for lessons to start which is in 1hours time
Lonely. So lonely.
I Began to drift apart from my self losin everythin.
All I could think of was selfish Love
Love So Hard Decision
Every decision Will Cause Ones Fate
Everythin Points to Love
Kenneth Changed seats wif Syafiq
Now sittin wif me
But i dun wan him here
All i wan to be is to be alone
Wif No1 to disturb me
Wif Onli her to save me
But It Was A Hopeless thought which had no chance of happenin
Life was gettin worse
Every Second I Breathe
I had developed my feelings for u
I cant change it
Its Jus it
I cant do anythin
Alll i can do is pray for the better
Love was so harsh
All i wanted to do was to listen to some love songs and idle the whole way till hav feelings for me
The Impossible thought.
Loveless sight
Loveless voice
Loveless Taste
Loveless Me
I nid u .......
Shld i confess???
Tell me shld i
Will Hav A Happy Endin!!!
Or a sad story tat jus began....
If i said I Love U
Pls forgive me....
love u
Victory will It Be mine
Eating a favorite pastime
Love U so much Do care for me..
8 February
Stupid test made me study whole day.... Wake up 4 am still not enough
In The End So Many Things cannot remember
Sigh comfirm Fail 1 lar.........
History nvr study at all.
Had to use back brain power ~~~~
Sian ...
Lucky Mr Ho never scold me for bein late for art club nid do summary for Ms Lai (Chio Bu accordin to Fu Wei)LOL
VAlentine Day comin le
No valentine
no present
no nothin
sad
='(
NID VALENTINE NID GIRL ARHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
OOOO poem i created todae
Jus now *name* was starin at u
Tryin to tell u tat she loves u
She wants u back
But u dun wan her
Wat have u done to make her come back
Do u wan her back or
Do u wan her * _____* (fill in the blank wif watever u wan)
PS. Made for kkenneth n Joanne actualli
LOL
Siao!!!
Love is lost
But for u its not
i dun hav u
U hav him
i love u
U hate Me
Y must love be so complicated will u be the 1 tat is suitable for me
I gave up my long Love for u truely
6 February 2007
Love Was Thought To Be A Fantasy In Me
But It Was Changed Forever By A Black Heart
In Every Love The Black Heart Will Always take over
But In Every Love That is concealed by the Black Heart.
There will always be a Hidden Light that comes through a hole
The Problem Is Will That Hole Be Found And Will It Be Big Enough To Overcome it
Our Heart Is Like An Armor That Is Over Protective
Preventing Anyone from noeing about us.
But 1 Day there will be an armor piercing arrow that will pierce through the armor.
Allowin Urself to be exposed.
Ur Truth
Ur Life
Everythin Tat u treasure
And If The Lone Heart was to take over ...
All would be lost
Especially
ur
True
Love........
Dun make the same mistake i made n turn into a lone heart
where all will be over....
5th February
Love to me was jus a dream. But it was real. Everything that happened to me.
But Love seem to be hard where all of us have something for another and if u
r lucky the person u lik will lik u too. The time i spent .Everything tat happen
Everytime i'm near u i sense uncomfort within u and u turn me depressed
Sorry For Wat I Hav Done Will U forgive me. Wat must i do.
................(FRM E2/2)
Pls i hope things willl change
3rd February 2007
Todae went to bluetooth women bio course den borin . met new guy called kelvin ^^. Early mornin play soccer , woah dat germain demm sian 1 made me run here run there .Wah lao.
After The BIO course .Go SP eat KFC wif RAymond Kun Kit Eric n Jian Wei. OVer there play taiti^^ untill 1.40+ pm den all go. Me n eric at bustop wait for 196 sian. Steven came den we talk a while bus come. Den Steven Say left wallet in sch so he went back to sch... den me n eric had to w8 4 him let the bus go. Sian after tat i folo eric go his blk den i walk off. I walk for 1 hr 20 mins dunno anyhow walk cause i demm sian dun wan go hme. Now if
Song.
Hey Girl
Do u still love me now
I have lost myself
To the pain inside
Babygirl
R u the 1 for me now
Cause if its Love i seek
The pain will grow inside of me.eee..............
Love the person tat had cherished u most
Love the person tat u think is for u
Love the ppl tat u noe tat loves u
Love the person loves u too.
Cause the pain will rise
Into ur life
And all u have is gone.....
So u must lift urself rite into the light
As it waits for u
The Love of ur life
Will U Love Me too
If I said tat i Love u
Will u love me too...
If i said tat
I
Love
Uuuuuuuuuu